Making decision for life is really that hard. hindi siya ganun kadali gawin.
Why did i say this, simply because for the past 4 years of my life in here (seminary), it was really a very difficult thing to make decision. Making one makes m so anxious, sometimes it makes me depressed and a little bit out of my world. These things happened to me. These may not be applicable to all but it was the experience i had.
Making decision for my life here demands my total openness to every process in decision making.
Dapat daw nasa tamang desposisyon ka kapag gumawa ka ng decision sa buhay mo. Bakit kaya? kasi daw your decisions will change your world into something newer than the latter. Dapat daw maingat sa pagdedesisyon, sabi ng ng isang kasabihan, kumbaga sa mag-asawa, "ito'y hindi parang kanin na iyon isusubo na kapag napaso ang iyong dila ay bigla mong iluluwa." I guess it can also be said or attributed in making decisions in life, hindi yan bundok na sa malayo eh parang mababa lang pero habang palapit ka na ng palapit ay lumilitaw ang kataasan, na hihinto ka na at babalik dahil hindi mo na kaya pang akyatin hanggan tuktok.
Making decision is a life changing action. Why? simply because in your decision you are aiming to change something in your life and you are into considering other better options for your growth or whatever benefits, you found so suitable for you.
Many would say, you need to think not only once, not only twice but a hundred times because you need to make sure of everything. Yung mga taong hindi kayang mag-isip ng mabuti, kadalasan ang nagiging desisyon nila ay yun padalos-dalos na kapag lumabas na ang resulta ng kanilang desisyon at napansin nilang hindi yun yung bagay na inaasahan nila it will become a great burden to them and can result also in discouragement and lost of hope.
As i go on forward in this journey I realize something, and that is, the success of your life will depend on how you view it and how you make decisions for your life.
We need to think many times in order for us to make sure that everything will fall into its proper places. Huwag tayong magmadali, ika nga sa isang kasabihan sa Latin na, "FESTINA LENTE", sa English make haste slowly.
March, panahon ng graduation!
Ganito pala yung feeling kapag gagraduate kana. Before i used to ignore the feeling kasi wala lang, nung elementary ako and nung High school, pero ngayon, iba talaga yung feeling eh,,,I feel something different unlike the other two graduations that i had, maybe because I have matured already or maybe this was just brought by the passing time in my life, or maybe i just learn how to identify my feelings.
Before, nung magstop ako sa schooling ko,I felt I am doomed simply because i really do not want to stop schooling but then i need to face the fact that my parents cannot afford my education anymore. Pumasok sa isip ko na hindi na ako makakapag-aral, dahil nga dun sa situation na iyon. Honestly, I really don't know what to do then, so i try to apply for work so i can support my own education just to finish college and have a degree. I tried many times but i failed to have a job then, until one time, one of our parishioner and legionary called my up and ask me if i wanted to work for her in her business. I was not expecting it to happen, i was a little confused then, how does this opportunity came to me, kasi hindi ko naman talaga alam na tatawagan ako sa bahay and aalukin ako ng work. Malayo talaga, hindi ko lubos maisip yun nung mga time na iyon.I arrivedat a conclusion while still listening to the phone, "Ang bait bait talaga ni Lord, grabe, hindi ko ito inaasahan." While my heart is still pounding so hard i said "yes, opo, cge po!" then the voice on the other line told me to report immediately to her office. to cut the long story short they accepted me to the work, computer encoder and nung tumagal tagal ay na assign din sa field, for collections and delivery.
For almost five moths I worked. i enjoy a little bit of it and it was really good, " its hard pero talagang ganun," i told my self.
After that working experience i have decided to enter the seminary since I'm discerning it from almost two years narin nung mga time na iyon.
I made it! I was accepted and I am happy for I have given the opportunity to discern inside and ofcourse makakapag-aral na ako ulit.
After almost four long years of studying and struggling so much with my studies and the challenges I faced then i have proved my self that really can do it up to the end.
The last thing of my stay here is my College graduation, and compare to the other graduations I have had this was simply different!=)
MABUHAY ANG LAHAT NG GRADUATES SA TAONG ITO!
AD MAIORA NATUS!
(We are born for greater things!)
